Biggest fear.

My all time biggest fear is the future. I always find my self thinking about the future. I wonder who I will marry and if I will be a good father. I think about my future family and wonder if I will be able to provide for my family. I fear that I will be a failure to my family and to my friends. This started to happen when I was on my mission in Fort Smith, Arkansas. When this happens I get a headache, I get super stressed, and over think everything. To get ride of this I have to try to calm down and to stop thinking. I do not know why this a big fear of mine. I have always tried to be the best person I can but always worried that my best is not reaching my full potential.